Invincible!!!!

Although doctors are insignificant in some cases…

Where terminal illnesses are concern, doctors cant really do much…

But, doctors do save lives…

Good doctors talk to patients….

Good doctors relieve patient’s stress….

Good doctors care for their patients…

Good doctors battle the illness together with their patients…

This is the time where behavioural science comes in….

Thinking of wat Mr. Paul Jambunathan taught us before…

Doctors are just merely thieves if all we do is just :
      1.Patient comes
      2.Ask thte patient wat’s the problem
      3.Find out wat’s the problem
      4.Give medicine
      5.Byebye

We need to talk, communicate, care…

Maybe it’s time for me to pay more attention and give more time for this subject…

It’s good for the future….

人是充满欲望的动物

动物也好，植物也好

从降生开始就知道自己的身份了

只有人

不断奢求着活到今天。                       ～～摘自日剧《1公升的眼泪》

Human being are full of desires

Either animal or plant

They are aware of their own identity since they were born

Only human

kept on asking for more until this moment.          ~~Taken from Jap. Drama <1 litre of tears >

            您有目标吗？您的人生目标是什么？可能是最近活得有点颓废，所以突然间想了想自己真正的人生目标到底是什么？曾经有一段时间蛮后悔自己选读了医科，但是现在的我已不再这么想了。因为无论我想到大脑，小脑烂掉，我都不可能转系的。所以呢，我只能尽力把医科读好，然后再想想怎么去做一个好医生。最近看了部可说是感人肺腑的连续剧。真的很感人，真的。。。有空的话不妨借来看一看。剧情改编自一个患有脊椎小脑变性症的日本女孩的日记。

           Do you have any goal? What do you live for?as in what is the ultimate goal in ur life? Maybe i had been too slack these days, so this question just popped up in my mind. I’ve been thinking wat i want my life to be in the near future or rather future. There was once i regretted for choosing medicine, but now i don think like that anymore cos i know no matter how hard i think, i won be able tot change to another course. so just forget it. wat i can do now is just pass my degree safely and start to think of how to become a good doctor. I’ve watch a japanese drama recently, a very touching one. Get it to watch if u’re free. it’s about a japanese girl with spinocerebelum degeneration. a true story.

看了这部剧，觉得人真的很脆弱。也觉得医生其实很渺小。。。。面对着患有不治之症的病人，我们又能做什么呢？

           After watching this drama, I feel that human are actually very vulnerable and doctors are just so insignificant…….when we are facing a patient with terminal illness, wat can we do?

I am in jb now……

Finished watching 1 litre of tears…..

Now accompany mum watch Jewel in the Palace aka Da Chang Jin…….

Eating a lot…….

Rojak, and rojak and rojak…….

Peanut butter with chocolate……..

Brought my CVS notes and Kumar&Clarke back…….

On my table collecting dust……..

Feel like scolding myself, pinching myself……..

Wake up Chiazzzz…….

Study……..

Stop slacking…….

I’m now using my bro’s new apple macintosh  computer to update my blog…..Mum and dad in the living room…reading newspaper…listening to mum’s favourite astro radio channel 100…..The weather is so good….so cooling as it is raining…cos it’s so hot in kl…din rain for so long d….I feel so relax here….I reached jb on friday night….and did actually nothing for friday and saturday except sleep, eat and "chill" with my family…haha..is it the right word to use??Can u imagine…I actually can sleep without have to set my alarm clock..it’s so different…as in kl i have to set alarm according how many hours sleep i have..cant sleep tooo much as i will go crazy after i overslept cos more sleep=less study….i will really go crazy…only chui han know wat’s the meaning of me going crazy…haha…besides sleeping,i get to watch tv…any program any time…without even have to think of "ok..i have only 15 minutes for tv after i finish JPJ’s anatomy notes.."….i went out with my bro..hehe..bought rojak and actually went strolling around..ahhaha..mama cooked….so happy wei……..hmmm…..how i wish it’s so relaxing all the time….I feel so lucky and happy..i know it’s even tougher for the sabahan and sarawakians to leave home for such a long time.right?ben and paul?..i had a great time back home….going back to kl won be a tough time for me now…cos i know after all the care my family give me.. i have to be strong when i study in kl…afterall wat’s there to be scared of…i have another "family" up there….ahha…right friends??hmm…must start to think of where to go for holiday aftere 3rd of august lah….time’s running fast…and think of wat to bring to kkb to play wei….^o^”’

The past few weeks for me had been so tiring preparing for CVS exam… all the hardwork that i’ve put in, but still i’m not satisfy with my performance..not in a very good "condition"…dozens of careless mistakes…..arghhh…hope the results will not be that disappointing but i’ve already expect for the worst……but, it’s all past d…no point mourning over it…anyway, another exam has past and there left only hemato, respi and GI before EOS 3…haha…1 system down…3 more to go….hope i can survive through sem 3 with the results i’m satisfy with..getting scared now..still have IMU cup…n without IMU cup i already cant cope with CVS…hmmm….something for me to ponder about for the next few weeks……..^.^"

A friend of mine sent this to me and i think it’s quite a good article and wanna share with u guys….be patient and read it ya…..

God: Hello! Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No.. who is
this?

God: This is GOD. I heard
your prayers. So I thought I will chat with you.

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am
actually busy now. I am in the midst of something……..

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy
too.

Me: Don’t know. But I
can’t find free time. Life has become hectic. It’s rush hour all the
time.

God: Sure. Activity gets
you busy. But productivity gets you results.
Activity consumes time.
Productivity frees it.

Me: I
understand. But I still can’t figure it out. By the way, I was not
expecting
YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for
time, by giving you some
clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you
through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated
now?

God: Stop analyzing life.
Just live it. Analysis is what makes it
complicated.

Me: why are we then constantly
unhappy?

God: Your today is the
tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are
analyzing. Worrying has become your  habit. That’s why you are not
happy.

Me: But how can we not
worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying
is optional. Me: But then,
there is so much pain due to uncertainty.. God:
Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good
people always suffer?

God:
Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without
fire. Good people go through trials, but don’t      
suffer. With that experience their life becomes better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is
useful?

God: Yes. In every term,
Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons
afterwards.

Me: But still, why
should we go through such tests? Why can’t we be free from
problems?

God: Problems are
Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from
struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many
problems, we don’t know where we are heading..

God: If you look outside you will not know
where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside,
you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to
hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God: Success is a measure as decided by
others.. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is
more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let
others work with the clock.

Me:
In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God: Always look at how far you have come
rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you
are   missing.

Me:
What surprises you about people?

God: when they suffer they ask, "why me?"
When they prosper, they never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to have truth on
their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here.
I cant get the answer.

God: Seek
not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a
purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery
but a process of creation.

Me:
How can I get the best out of life?

God: Face your past without regret. Handle
your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my
prayers are not answered.

God:
There are no unanswered prayers.. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am
so happy to start this day with a new sense of inspiration.

God: Well. Keep the faith and confidence and
drop the fear. Don’t believe  your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a
mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know
how to live.
"Life
is what we make it, always has been, always will
be."

… Life
Is All
About Choices
…

Everyone…Thanks for ur concern…I’m ok d…*blink*(^.^)

erm…maybe it’s just tat i felt bullied…haha…maybe doing too much chores that i shouldnt be doing..Thought ppl would appreciate but actually they take me as silly gua….but things got better after i had the "guts" to voice out my unhappiness….and life goes on…anyway, Jem U din bully me in badminton…wei cheong..u din bully me also..cos i never take wat u say seriously..cos u never actually speak seriously to me….haha….

Recently, kept running into shinyin and jia lin…and everytime i saw them, they will "dudududududu"….hahaha..apa tu??? zhua dao liao!!!!hahaha…

Hmmm…JJ’s birthday was quite an enjoyable occasion.. everybody were playing crazily as if it’s chinese new year.Guess it’s good as it can relieve stress..haha…Happy birthday JJ…Hope u like the presents..we took a great effort to choose them…and i swear the person told me the necklace is "bak gam"…=)

another 5 more days and i got to go back home…..mugging mugging…….

P/S : I wanna watch England Vs. Portugal.. how come no live telecast on malaysian tv!!!!Arghhhh….