Invincible!!!!

Went to run in Taman Esplanade…

Supposed to enjoy the various architectures of the houses…

But, wat’s is in my mind all the while when i was running?

I smelled fried onion…

Then I smelled somebody cooking curry…

Then i saw somebody washing cars outside their house…

I heard somebody scolding their kid…

I heard kids crying…

I heard dogs barking…

Yeah…Chia Huan…Every home…Every family has its own life…its own activities…and including its own problems…

Every family’s porblems has indeed its own way of resolving…

Don’t grieve over the issue anymore…pray hard as after every storm there would be clear blue sky…

Ma said everything at home will be fine…and I would just have to concentrate in my studies…

When i be home…everything will be fine…

My mind is settled…

=)

When my mind is full of question marks, normally I’d tend to find out the answers to the questions…But…

I chose not to for this time as i think it won’t change much after that.

When
my heart tells me that…"hey…be careful…There’s loads and loads of
bad ppl put there!", normally I’d take it as the person is just "off
the track" for some reasons n his roots are still good…But…

I chose to give a benefit of doubt for this time as I cannot be sure of what i saw or hear this time is true…

When my intuitions tell me that there’s misunderstandings between us, normally I’d try my best to sort things out…But…

I
chose not to for this time because I donno whether I should do it as
I’m scared that I’m blinded by something which i’m unclear about it…

Sometimes…I’m really scared…
Run…Chia Huan…Run…
Run up the hill and there will be brightness waiting for u up there…
Run and hope that all the gloomy sky would turn bright…

IMU is still as busy as usual eventhough it’s study break for two major exams…EOS 3 and EOS 5…

Last friday was "Friday Night"..It was a much much better event than last year..Maybe it’s due to the additional special stage effects and lightings…I guess…

But, the program demonstrated a real music extravaganza with lots of participations from our beloved lecturers…Dr. Rajesh and Ds, Shalgia, Dr.Thani, Dr. Sri Kumar and our ever talented Dr.JPJ…That night was full of music…Rock,Classical, Pop and Sentimental..Everything u name it….I like it very much…Thanks to YS..U’re a gentleman for giving me ur seat altho in the end i didn’t take it…"perfect score"…Hey girls out there grab him…he’s the dean of our very own SAD aka Singles Appreciation Department..haha…=p…Thanks to Jem,Prasad and Eeleen..U guys made the night a more enjoyable one…

Ok..What’s the most interesting performance on that night?I must say that the Wushu performance was great..with shin yin and ken doing all the stunts on the small stage in Audi…All the other singing performance were good too…I like the classical guitar performance particularly…RIchard Clayderman’s Marriage d’ Amour he played…nice nice!!^.^

Next up was 3 days of NHSD..which is National Health Science Debate…Ys and Deborah, Prasad and Hai Liang…and others…Just went to watch the finals with Prasad and Hai Liang in it..It was a competitive match…I have no idea how is the results going to be but in our heart u guys are the greatest debator no matter wat’s the outcome..so, don’t need to care about the results lah!!!haha…=)IMU debators are the best!!!^.^

While everybody’s busy preparing exams…Something is bugging me…so strongly…I wanna play badminton!!!Can’t find a time which suits everyone….nvm..tomorrow i’ll just go and book every time slot….hehe….>.<

But, that shouldn’t be bugging me..I should be STUDYING…..

Study Chia Huan….
Jia you everyone!!!!
We can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It’s raining outside and I just got back from jogging…Don’t scold me first…I didn’t jog in the rain.Thankfully that the treadmill in IMU’s gym just got repaired and i used it just now…I can’t afford to fall sick at this time of the year…

Yeah…Jog,jog and jog…Study,study and study…healthy i must be… to face the challenges in the future either in short term or long term…I can do it!!!

The atmosphere around me is very good now..I can’t be saying very good as it doesn’t apply to everyone tho.I must say that i like this atmosphere…The blue christmas tree lightings is on…The room’s fluorescent is off…the whole room is basically dark with only my laptop’s screen and the blue lightings…with soft musics playing…yeah….Fish Leong’s song…I like her new album very much…This altogether made me feel extraordinary "good"?…hmmm…Nostalgic?Is that the right word to use?Romantic?…i think that isn’t a right word to use…what else??what else??

There’s something that i realised recently..I began to like to on  my laptop’s player as loud as possible..Just to fill the whole place with musics….I like music..Is that the reason?Or i just wanna fill up the emptiness?…I wonder…

Study Chia Huan…I can do it!!!^.^

Ok…Stupid me…<laughing hysterically again!!>
I still decided to put the names onto my blog…

Thank you Maggie for the early birthday wish and have a great time in China…

Thank you Yu jun and Teck Seng for the early birthday wishes altho i do not know why…

Thank you Jackie for the early birthday celebration and have a great time in KKB…

Thank you Ivy for the present and you really made my day…^.^…see ya at the steep hill!!

Thank you Jye Hwei and Pang Soon for calling from JB…

Thank you Huey Shan for calling and spending ur precious time to chat with me a day b4 ur exam…

Thank you to all my secondary school friends who remembered my bday…

Thank you Chui Han for the surprise celebration…

Thank you to all of them(Chui Han, Chung Kia, Wei Loong, Uwen, JJ, Cheems, Ben, Mustaq, Siaw, Prasad, Y.Seong, Jem,Chow, Hui Lin, Mok, Paul, Kher Dee,Winnie, Joseph and Yeap) who spare 2 hours of ur sleep to celebrate the first moment of my 21st bday…especially Chow and Yeap who weren’t suppose to be in Bukit Jalil at that time…

Thank you to Sarah, Joanne and Eeleen…It was a surprise to receive ur bday wishes as we hardly talk to each other…I’m truly touched…

Thank you Joseph for hiding under my bed and scaring me during the celebration…Although it wasn’t any fond thing to remember of but it was definitely a memorable gesture of yours…haha…

Thank you Chui Han, Chung Kia, Jackie and Winnie for the luminous jigsaw puzzle, Christmas tree and the bday wishes…

Thank you to those who spent their time on writing a small wishing card that made the christmas tree a more colourful one…

Thank you Uwen for the turtle and the card…

Thank you to the one who bought the earing…Sorry i donno who bought it…

Thank you Yih Seong for the "talk’s rose" and the delicious family dinner…U’re a leng zai great cook!!!

Thank you Chee Mei for the popiah, potato salad,pita bread and the tong shui…

Thank you JJ for the tong shui…

Thank you Paul and Kher Dee for the Apple Crumble…I was really overwhelmed!!!

Thank you Chui Han for the video and the card…Never did u realise that i finally broke down(wat u wish to see) the night after my bday…cos u were asleep at that time…thanks for everything…

Thank you Winnie for "luring" me to ur house…It’s great to have u as a fren…

Sorry if u find it boring to listen to my thank you…
But, just as my last post says…if only there’s another word i would use it…But there isn’t…

Thank you…

The early birthday wishes…

The early "MARIA" mocha birthday cake…

The early birthday present that made my day…

The birthday wishes from secondary school friends…

And…

A brilliant surprise celebration at my house…

A memorable arrangement being done in my room…

A luminous jigsaw puzzle…

A white christmas free with loads and loads of birthday wishes…

A birthday cake…

A single rose by a friend…(altho it was from a talk) haha…

A cake who was baked by a couple…

A card FULL of words…

A turtle key chain…

A pair of ear rings…

A card of memories…

A touching video…

A sumptous family dinner…

And…

A "family" and friends…

I’m rich!!! cos i have all the above treasures…

I’m blessed!!! cos i’m surrounded with love…

If only God could give me another word which carry the same meaning as thank you, I would definitely use it…But, that’s the only word i can use it now…

A very big thank you to everyone…Should i list out all the names here?
They have been around in my life all this while and had appeared in my blog several times too…
Would it be too long-winded and old-fashion to put a name list up in my blog?

HMMM…

This time i choose to keep them in my mind, keep them in my heart and remember them as long as my mind is working and as long as my heart is beating…

Daddy, Mummy…Thank you for "rearing" me into a 21-year-old person…Proud to be your daughter…

Da ge, Da sao, Er ge, Er sao, San ge…Proud to be your sister…

Thank you…

__._,_.___

OMG….

Please please blog readers….When u read my last post on  "Xiao Ju Ren??haha"…Please do this k?…Imagine my face laughing hysterically and acting a pathetic face to u…telling u a story that i’ve just been humiliated….Please…Please..the post was not meant to be sad..the post was not meant to put anybody down or make anybody feel guilty k? and Chia Huan is perfectly alright….The post was just something  that has been lingering in my mind for some time…And  all those teasings inspired me to write it down…

OMG…Sorry if i’ve made u feel guilty…Sorry if i made u feel that i’m sad but i’m not…anyway, for those who still feel like teasing..U can still continue teasing me anyway…Accepting make ones grow!!

Daisies are so beautiful…

Innocent but presentable…

Small but eye-catching…

Lovely…Gentle…

Strong…

    First of all, I want to congrats all M205 cos we finally got through GI.Although some of us didn’t really do well in the EOC,but it did feel good cos finally all 4 systems are down and what is awaiting for us is none other than the killer EOS 3…Good luck to all of us!!!
    Ever since Chui han has got her bf, I’ve been receiving comments like " Chia Huan, poor thing…U’re lonely now.."Not just once but for dozens of time…from lots of ppl…OH MY GOD…I admit that i did feel little bit of down…Cos u see, Chui Han has been my close friend since 13 years old.She sat beside me for 6 years d…So u can just guess how we rely on each other after we came to KL…And for a girl who has a bf, nobody can expect her to still be the one who’s always beside me as if she’s my twin like before…I’ve been through it before and i know it’s normal cos one person is one person.u cant possibily split one person into 2 right? Yup…I admit that i do feel little lonely…But, just look at my blog’s title…I’m invincible…Nothing can put me down…I still have friends to keep me company although more and more are leaving the singlehood.haha…but there are still ppl who can "gong jin tui" with me.Although u sound as if u’re joking everytime but it still made me feel good especially at this time…there are still ppl who tell me "hey, chiazzz!!we must enjoy singlehood cos singlehood is god’s gift!"…there are still ppl who tell me " nvm lah..CH cant keep u company i keep u company lah!!" haha…sorry to joseph cos i answered in a very harsh manner…pls forgive me ya…U’re a great friend..and u are a nerd now for spending almost 12 hours in the library.hehe…
    OK…the thing i wanna stress here is…I’m not pathetic..and i don really like being sympathised…I’d rather u do something to keep me company than just showing me a sympathetic face and say "oh…poor thing…" maybe it’s because of my "egoness" or rather i just don wan to feel sad…cos when more and more ppl feel that i’m pathetic i would start to feel pathetic and then i’ll tell myself " Chia Huan, u’re really poor thing wei…"then i will feel very sad again…but i still wanna thank all the ppl who showed me their concern…from the bottom of my heart.
    And next is, Han…U don have to feel bad…really…wat i wanna say i think i’ve already told u…As long as u’re happy nothing matters more..k?don worry…I’m XIAO JU REN…right?
    To a friend…thanks for showing me concern..thanks for telling me that whenever i feel lonely just give u a miss call or msg..and u’ll be there to accompany me…it’s really heart-warming..
    To a friend who told me to enjoy my singlehood cos singlehood is God’s gift…yup..I will listen to u…and i promise…we’ll run up the steep hill again some day k?I’ll train….U’re a great and caring friend…
    Oh ya…Mama..thanks for coming up to kl although not specially for me.. but the weekend spent with u was great…I went shopping with mama…haha….shiok…
    Lastly, to all the family members.
Jem……….I still wanna teach u chinese song in SEM 4
Yih Seong…I still wanna listen to ur cool jokes in SEM 4
Chow……..I still wanna make u angry n pujuk u back in SEM 4
Prasad…….I still wanna see u debate in SEM 4
Hui Lin……I still wanna practice CSU with u in SEM 4
Jane June..I still wanna sit behind u in SEM 4
Chee Mei…I still wanna play basketball with u in SEM 4
Ben……….I still wanna listen to ur crazy laughter in SEM 4
Ivy……….I still wanna play sports together with u in SEM 4
Siaw…….I still wanna see ur sleepy face &lend u CSU notes in SEM 4
Yew Wen..I still wanna listen to ur lame jokes in SEM 4
Jackie…..I still wanna  quarrel with u in SEM 4
Winnie….I still wanna sing K with u in SEM 4
Mustaqim..I still wanna listen to ur "klik klik" in SEM 4
Chui Han..I still wanna sit beside u in SEM 4
Paul…….I still wanna listen to ur "wat did i miss?" in SEM4

To extended family :
Joseph.I still wanna answer ur never-ending weird questions in SEM 4
Wei Loong…I still wanna listen to ur "dapao" in SEM 4
Chung Kia….I still wanna Q n A with u in SEM 4
Timothy…..I still wanna have u as the KL tower in SEM 4
Wei Cheong…I still wanna have u as a shiok sendiri person in SEM 4
Fabian…..I still wanna have u in our M205’s ping pong prince in SEM 4
Yeap……I still wanna have u as our  Multi-tasking big boss in SEM 4

So..guys…we must study hard so that nothing will be changed in SEM 4
study hard…we will reunite again in SEM 4 k?

Ok..Chia Huan…..I still wanna stay in M205…..
It’s ur turn…..go study….or else…………..