“Short” summary…=)
My blog has been idle for a long long time…Have been asked by many friends how come never update…!!!Sorry… friends…I have been very busy with the most important exam in IMU..the "killer" EOS 3…Now that the exam’s over and holiday has started, I have all the time in this world to do what i wanna do…So, I decided to write a "short" summary about my life for the past one month…
*****Studies*****
What can be more stressful if u have to finish 200 over lecture notes in 1 month and remember them all?Plus, u have to practice CSU and even look at all those pathological pictures…Ok…First of all, we did manage to finish the lecture notes but i don think any of us remember all the contents…-.-lll..cos these were the faces that i saw on most of my friends when we stepped out from MPH on day 1 after SAQ paper…As for the pathological FLMs, hmmm….medicine is definitely not for smart ppl…it’s about hardwork and memorising power…how well can u memorise a picture when u had only 1 year’s knowledge that u cant really understand what’s wrong with the "watever organ" given to u..so all u can do is memorise the picture as how the picture appears to u…Remember the blue shirt that boy with a swollen face so that u won answer "Chagas’s disease or Romana’s sign" for "Burkitt’s Lymphoma"…ishhhh…-.-lll…For the first time, I stared at the "immuno table" which was left empty for me to fill in all those "alien CD4 and CD8"…Is there something wrong with the question or is there something wrong with me???ISHHHHH…again….Next up is OSCE where we have 40 seconds to read a question and the next 5 minutes to perform a physical examination with a "fake patient" and a "stern" examiner in a room not more than 2mX4m…It’s like those circus performer who have to deal with a tiger or lion in a cage…Imagine the feeling…My OSCE can be considered as OK except that i felt so stupid after bring conned by an examiner…Ish….I must remember Mcburney’s point is "MEDIAL 2/3rd and LATERAL 1/3rd"….Remember chia huan…..-.-lll….But, I am still very very =)=) cos the exams are over…Now, we’re just waiting for D-day which is the results releasing day…Pray hard that everything is going to go on smoothly…
*****Friends*****
Have not been able to keep in touch with my secondary school friends lately because of the exams…They were having long holidays while i had to mug like hell in KL…now that i’m having my holidays and they resume theirr studies…I really wonder when can i get to meet them…WONDER….
Once there was a friend who told me that i’m one who thinks a lot…My mind is always running like mad…here and there..haha…wondering is it good or bad…but i think as long as the "angel" won or even if the "angel" and "devil" in me are "draw" after a rambling match, things won end up too bad after all…But, honestly, i hate the feeling of dilemma…So, there are most of the time when i don wanna make any decision and just step back and out of the match…and go running…cos i know there will be others there…able to make me feel comfortable…hope so…
Guess i have been listening to quite a number of friends’ problems…just listening…hope i really get to help u guys…i will really try my best…good training for me as a future doctor i guess…upholding my principles and confidentiality…If i really cant help at least i can listen..that’s the best i could do before i come out with a real "fuiyoh…." solution…hahaha….perasan betul…who?who ar?…"ok….i’m going to annouce it in the atrium!!!"….It’s my blog…I can write wat i wanna write even tho i know u won understand…cheh…later i go out kena belasah also donno y…maybe i donno anything.. i just wanna act like i know a lot….Sh**…Chia Huan…wake up from ur dreams lah….crapping…-.-lll
As a whole, happy holidays my IMU friends and happy studying for my other friends who are studying…=)
*****Family*****
Haih…sometimes it’s quite depressing to think of the problems which are occuring continuously…I just pray hard and hope that everything will be as before soon…
But, I’m still glad to always see my mum and dad bickering with each other when i’m back…the family is still my home sweet home with some "spices and sauces" in it sometimes…haha…
In the end…Chia Huan is still =) =)
Yay!!!
