Is this growing up?
When u start to take a step back to look at the problem, analyse it, but still had no solution to it and u know that u have to take it that way.
If u’re able or forced to do it,
U’ve grown up…
When u start to know that there are unsolvable problems in ur life but u know that u shouldnt think of it too much or show it on ur face and u try ur best to do it,
U’ve grown up…
When u try very hard to be happy cos u know that no matter how hard u try, it doesnt take solely ur strength to make things right, but u’re able to tell urself not to bug on it,
U’ve grown up…
When people close to u or elder to u start to tell u their problems and hope that u can solve it or understand, but u know u cant solve or choose not to understand,
hmmm….
maybe this time, u’re actually growing up but refuse to…
U’ve grown up anyway (in other ppl’s mind)
Is this growing up?Is this wat we’re going to face if we grow up…
Sometimes, i just feel like being a stubborn, snobbish girl who selfishly refuse to grow up…
But, I know i can’t…
It is when u know u’re facing a problem,
U’re trying hard to solve it,
But no matter how hard u try, u can’t,
But u know that u have to be strong and try even harder to solve it,
Get on with ur life,
Do the things u should do,
Study the things u should study,
Get the degree u should get,
Be happy, be jovial, be grateful,
It is when all this happen together,
U know that u’re growing up or u’ve already grown up…
What if…
What if…
Just what if…
One day, something bad or worse or worst thing happen which is worse enough until even a grown up person cannot take it??
~~~Counting each day to pass…………
~~Waiting for the sun to come out……….
~So that "depressing-evil" shy away………….
So that =) =) =) =) come again…………………
June 30th, 2007 at 10:21 pm
do u refuse to grow up? i think i m. i found it very hard to cope when u know u have to grow up but u refuse to grow up. sigh…… self conflict….. only ourselves can solve it. there is no1 u can rely on….