Battle between depressed-ch and happy-ch…

Remembering vividly that few weeks back, I was still yearning for a rest from all the activities and duties… And now, I finally can have it or forced to have it….I don’t think I am happy…

Places once so easily reached seems so far now.

Tasks once so easily accomplished seems so difficult now.

Sports once so greatly interest me seems frustrating to me now.

Friends….Bear with me with my endless "thank you-s" and "sorry-s" cos that’s all i can say now and that’s all i want to say to u guys.

Depressed chiahuan says : "Stupid me to have sprained my ankle and now i have to withdraw from all my imu cup events until i have full recovery. The most depressing thing was getting scolded by my dad.I don’t like the feeling of helplessness. I don’t like the feeling of tiredness after hopping around like tigger. I don’t like the feeling of having to rely on other ppl to do a lot of things although i know i couldnt survive without them. I hate the feeling of throbbing pain on my ankle which made me insomnic"

Happy chiahuan says : " I felt lucky to have friends around me to help me. Ppl who bring me to school. Ppl who held me around in uni, Ppl who carried me to the lift.Ppl who held me up and down the staircase. Ppl who cared and give me concern…thousands and thousands of thank you…"

I think the happy chiahuan had won the battle until now…At least i didn’t break my leg.. hee…=)

One Response to “Battle between depressed-ch and happy-ch…”

  1. ng pang soon Says:

    take care..

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