Awaken
It has been such a long time since i had this feeling…A feeling of contentment, a feeling of satisfaction…I went for a swim with my parents in RJCC…40 minutes of non-stop swimming..Not to prove anything.Just don feel like stopping down cos my ankle is not feeling "weird"..weird as in painful or stiff..It was one month ago that i had sprained my ankle and i had to restrain from all the sports activities since then..Honestly, I’m feeling far too happy with my "precious-ankle" progression…
A lot of things run thro my mind while i was swimming. How lucky i am to be able to move in between water molecules. Reminiscing the emotional turmoil that i went through one month ago, what I feel now is relief, happy and lucky to recover now.
I realized something. Ppl tend to think that their ownselves are the most pitiful people in the world when we face some problems. When i sprained my ankle, I really thought that i am the most unlucky person in this world. Everything that comes after that sort of augmented the impact. I grumbled a lot and i guess i made ppl around feel pissed too..hee…(maybe a little pissed, some of them). But i guess ppl around me know how to deal with sick patients, they don really feel pissed.=p Do u realise that when other ppl are facing problems and we are the one who console them, we will say that the condition that they’re facing not that bad compared to others..but when we’re the ones facing the problems, we won’t be thinking like that. We do not care how bad other ppl’s situations are but just put ourselves into the thought that we’re facing the doomest problem in the earth. We always forget to practice wat we preach. Things always become unclear when we’re the one in it. After the problem is solved or rather become milder, things are not that bad afterall. Maybe that’s what ppl say "tomorrow will be better"..Just be patient and wait for tomorrow to come. Of course, meanwhile u have to do all sorts of amendments to save the situation..Things will definitely become better..=)
Ankle recovered and lesson learned…
But, still…if we’re the one facing problems, it’s still difficult to not feel dejected or do what we know we should do…cos, we’re all human…=p
