Invincible!!!!

35 more days left to EOS 5…Let me tell u how slack a med school student can be…

Friday
Afternoon : Skipped lecture (thought of doing some private study but in the end failed)..Went straight to play volleyball…

Evening : Played volleyball until 8pm =)

Night : Settled some personal issues…Yeah!!It’s settled…=)

Watched Ratatouille and doze off halfway…=)ZzzzZZZZzzzz….

Saturday
Morning : Wake up, get dressed and went straight to One U for a reunion with some of my jie-mei friends..Lunch at "sushi-groove"..Yummy Tempura & Gindara…=p…We talked(take note of the times this word appear)

Afternoon : Catch "bee movie"…quite nice…or rather everything will be nice with nice company…

Evening : went to Secret Recipe to have tea (haha…we definitely know how to enjoy)…had cakes…and talked(^.^)…until Yuan have to leave for her hubby(^.^)ooppss…

Night : Went to The Curve and had dinner in Lan Kuay Fang…Maggie and Sing surprised me with a unexpected be-early-early-early birthday celebration…Thanks gals!!!Yup…I’ll bring the strawberry piggy to Aus…Thanks…

Reached home at 12am and continued with the unfinished Ratatouille and sleep….ZzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzz…..=)

Sunday
Morning : Woke up at 8am to prepare breakfast for a special friend…(^.^)…Hope u like my self invented sandwich and mash potato…..then tried to study….ok…Yipee!!!ONE haemato notes down….Two haemato notes down…..and then……doze off again…

Afternoon : woke up and was shocked by the clock…Act is by the time….I think it’s 4 something or 5??sigh…entire afternoon wasted…

Evening : hungry…decided to have an early dinner…iron clothes…while i watch "ho-chak"…wanted to start my THIRD haemato notes but felt bored so went online until now….9pm….

I think there ends the fifth last weekend before my eos 5…so one more month before i sit for my final exams….Can u imagine?…ok…daddy, mummy…hope u didnt see my post……=p

I just need an answer and a reason of what’s going on…

That’s all…

"There is nothing that can’t be made worse by telling."

    Good news travels fast and bad news travels faster. For some reason, people are more willing to pass along the negatvie things they hear than the positive. In so doing, they lose out on the positive return, for everything they say comes back to them eventually.

    The road to happiness is paved with compliments and praise. Such words bring hope and encouragement to both the speaker and the hearer. The positive things you say can also establish your reputation as a person of integrity, winning you the trust, admiration, and respect of others.

Positive words create a positive life.

From book <<101 simple secrets to keep your hope alive #35>>

It’s so true…The impact of making a mistake or making a wrong decision can be so destructing to self… Especially, after what you have done wrong, forgiveness was given by the others but you still can’t forgive yourself. That’s the worst part… that’s when you know you have landed yourself in a darn s.h.i.t.t.y situation…A word of "sorry" cannot amend the mistake made…But, still sorry…

Yup…amendments do not stop by just saying sorry…Have to solve my own problem…

small small smile…=)

It does not make one feels good when u’ve to guess what’s in
other ppl’s mind..U keep guessing and expecting or hoping what u’re hoping for
will become reality.. U keep guessing and try to prepare urself for the worst
so that u wont be that sad or dejected when the outcome does not follow ur way…

When u actually get to know the truth, U’ll feel
contented and relieved.. Even if the outcome is not wat u hoped for.. Even if the outcome
is just “so-so” loh…But the knowing of the truth actually put

ur

anticipations or anxiousness to an end…And
that’s the feeling that I’m talking about…Because after knowing the truth, U
get to think of plans or rather relieving ways to make ur mind clear of the
“terrible”(heavy word) feeling of keep on guessing what’s the truth…U get to prepare urself emotionally and think of appropriate "counter mechanisms" for it…

I wonder does this apply to most of the ppl. At least for
me, I always yearn to know the truth whether is it good or bad..I just want to
know..Heehee…It’s called curiousity in the nice way and “kepo” in a not that
nice way…=P…

Haha.. just wanna say thanks to u if u had tell me wat I
should know to end my worries and guessings…

Sometimes, if things doesn’t really turn out the way it
should be..I’m sure there’ll be some good points if we look on the other side…

Hmmm…=)

Have been searching high and low for this 2 songs….Yeah!!!!FInally I’ve found it…But, i can’t find anywhere to download them…ONly managed to listen through youtube…anybody can help??or do u all have the songs??

Keliru

Di lubuk hatiku tersimpan
Ada rasa bimbang
Yang enggan ku ceritakan

Ternyata baru ku sadari
Sirnanya hatimu
Yang engkau simpan untuknya

*Aku cinta kepadamu
Aku rindu dipelukmu (di hatimu)
Namunku keliru telah membunuh
Cinta dia dan dirimu
Aku cinta kepadamu
Aku rindu dipelukmu
Inginku akhiri yang telah terjadi
Lamunanmu membawamu
Kembali…

Oh Tuhan maafkan diriku
Telah melangkah lugu
Memberi bimbang di hatinya

Ku tahu engkau telah berdua
Tak mungkin ku rasa
Melepas kasih antara kita

-back to *-

Engkau pun keliru
Menilai erti cinta kita
Yang kau kira selamanya…

-back to *-

What a Wonderful World
I see trees of green…….. red roses too
I see em bloom….. for me and for you
And I think to myself…. what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue….. clouds of white
Bright blessed days….dark sacred nights
And I think to myself …..what a wonderful world.

The colors of a rainbow…..so pretty ..in the sky
Are also on the faces…..of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands…..sayin.. how do you do
Theyre really sayin……i love you.

I hear babies cry…… I watch them grow
Theyll learn much more…..than Ill never know
And I think to myself …..what a wonderful world

(instrumental break)

The colors of a rainbow…..so pretty ..in the sky
Are there on the faces…..of people ..going by
I see friends shaking hands…..sayin.. how do you do
Theyre really sayin…*spoken*(I ….love….you).

I hear babies cry…… I watch them grow
*spoken*(you know their gonna learn
A whole lot more than Ill never know)
And I think to myself …..what a wonderful world
Yes I think to myself …….what a wonderful world.

Eversince i’ve got my matched University…I’ve got this package of emotions…(happy, lucky, contented, grateful) + (scared, apprehensive, sad, fearful) + (excited, hopeful) = Chia Huan

Happy, lucky, contented, grateful cos i got my first choice and it did make my parents feel happy and proud of me…(that’s the 80% of reasons why i put it as my first choice) and yeah…i’ve got it.!!

Scared and apprehensive cos I feel that i’ll be facing challenges and will be going through a hardtime making myself used to the life there.

Sad cos i’ll be leaving my family and friends to live in a whole new environment. Sad cos i’ll be leaving this place which i have lived for 22 years. Sad cos i’ll be leaving this place which is full of memories and which had brought me various joys and sorrows(which i think  it’s priceless).

Fearful cos i’ve never live alone in a place so far from home which i could not just take a 4 hour bus ride or drive back home or make a call and dad will be coming to fetch me…(sigh….chia huan sounds like a spoilt kid)??

I’ve never thought i’m such a "home/family girl"…I’ve always thought that i’m outgoing and playful and like new places and will be looking forward to new challenges(sorry for so many and)… I never expected the moment i got the offer, I feel like crying cos i’m going to leave a place which i’m familiar to…I never knew that i actually dislike changes…

But, there’s this 21.35% of me feeling excited…To be able to study abroad…To have the chance of learning new things and learn to live in a brand new environment…To have the opportunity to brave through challenges in life and hopefully become a better, better, better person…To be more independent and cry less…..hee…=)

I’m conquering Melbourne soon….(what a big word to use…)